I fell to the ground
at least five pairs of shoes
were
kicking me
black
red
leather
sports
Docs
ugly
and unbearable
endlessly
and
terrifyingly
until
something burst
inside my head
and
the pain
turned sickly sweet
the blows
were
coming
from all
sides
struck me precisely
in the head
the chest
the stomach
I could feel the cracking
of my own
bones
fingers
crumbling
and my eyes
grew heavier
I could hear the screams of euphoria
I knew the end was near
and so I
joined them
in my mind
ripping out
my own
heart
as precisely
and as strongly
as possible
then everything disappeared

Mehmed Begić